The Woman I Love


Dear Mother

She’s beautiful

A little dark complexion

With beautifully highlighted features

Her arms exposing the stories of her life,

And oh her words, the way they make me smile.

She’s everything you said my life partner should be

Mother, She’s everything I need.

Dear mother,

I am scared

I do not really know how you would feel

Or react perhaps, when the love of my life would you meet.

But didn’t you always tell me that she’s a safe place?
When at the age of 12 you

taught me the difference between a male and a female.

When a ‘girl’ friend meant ‘perfect’

And a ‘guy’ friend meant ‘slut’

Then why today when I am in love with a girl,

Am I looked down upon?

Why is it not okay?

When at the age of 20, it was suddenly okay to bring women inside my bedroom

But not men. . .

Then why when today I want to bring her home,

Is it not okay?

When in 7th standard I walked my way back from school to home,

Were you not the one who said ‘Baby, befriend

girls and do not let any guy travel the distance with you’

Then why when today I want to walk

the aisle of my life with her,

Is it not okay????

You are deemed ‘the perfect girl’ your entire life

for you did exactly what they said.

What’s that? You may ask

Well, for starters you had around You more of females

And less of these men they called ‘beast’

Main course had se dishes with extra flowing repellant behavior towards male friends

And the delicious desert offered you the opportunity to finally be semi-naked inside your bedroom with your girl-friends,

Then why today when you want that one girl around for the rest of your life,

Is it not okay?

When sharing the same lady’s room is the rule,

When listening to ‘Hey I like your bra’ is the ultimate goal

Then why today when my body aches to touch her, to love her

Is it a sin?

Why is it not Okay?

Dear society,

Love is boundless

Love is the purest form of life

Then why my love is not loving?

Why I have limits, laws claiming me

Holding me in shackles

Why the same girl everyone loved,

The same girl termed pure

Is now a disgrace. . .

13 thoughts on “The Woman I Love

  1. What if your inner goddess goes down on bended knee with her hands clasped in supplication begging you to have some ā€œ kinky fuckery,ā€™ā€
    Even whispering name of a sadomasochistic ,double staminai, strong woodpecker, having really long & extraordinarily strong Beak

        1. I am sure you are talking about sexual pleasure, aren’t you? But I wonder what is it a boy can give a girl that a girl can’t give a girl. The world isn’t as it seems to be my dear. Moreover, I do feel that if a girl feels for a girl, she’d rather not go for a boy.

          1. Nxt time you go on stage, try not to hold any reading material, may it be a paper, tissue, or cell..
            Revise & read in front of the mirror atleast 25 times., you read that right, it is Twenty-five.
            Try to hold the mike to ur side, just besides the lip end.
            Try to smile when needed
            Pout, as needed
            Grith your teeth from melodrama
            Remember a stage is a stage, be it singing, dancing or speaking.
            You need to emote the emotions on your face of whatever you are conveying
            practise in front of the mirror mentioned again i know
            Record yourself before the act & rectify your mistakes, hide your flaws, display your strength,
            As said before it is a stage, walk a bit, not much just one step ahead or one behind, when you show anger walk ahead
            When you showing a cocconed soul walk two steps back
            Impact n presentation makes succes, more than the subject
            Praying for more success to you

  2. Hey, I do the English scanlation of this series on batoto. Is it okay if I use your scans for a scanlation? And if it is okay, how can I credit you? Also, volume four will come out soon and I would like to compensate you for putting your time and money into scanning for us like this. I could also send you volume four when it comes out or pay for it if you want.

  3. what will happen, when your Goddes wakes up with Real Need & would demand someone like a hummingbird, who can flip 100 times a minute

    1. Needs can be met easily dear. It’s love these days that is so hard to find. It’s much more precious.

      1. Wht if in the middle of the night
        U hear flutter of wings
        Outside ur window
        N batlike eyess starring at u
        Will u open tht window pane& try to venture out

        1. “ah! It’s just my mind playing tricks” I tell myself
          “It isn’t you”
          Holding your gaze, I walk to the window and open it.
          “Nothing worth having comes without a risk”

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