Hesitant to open up,
I am cautious of the words that escape my mouth.
Craving for the warmth, wanting to be cold
I am typically unpredictable, no doubt.
I am in a constant dilemma,
Of letting you in or letting you go.
Not ready to rely on ‘us’ so fast,
I am a woman with self-love and trust.
I see you love me wholeheartedly,
But love is not all I need, never would it be enough for me.
I have these uncertainties eating me up,
Where I doubt everything and anything.
I am sorry for I have these issues,
That I can’t start to explain.
For my mind is like this maze,
Where I can’t keep moving on one single trail.