Hesitant to open up,

I am cautious of the words that escape my mouth.

Craving for the warmth, wanting to be cold

I am typically unpredictable, no doubt.

I am in a constant dilemma,

Of letting you in or letting you go.

Not ready to rely on ‘us’ so fast,

I am a woman with self-love and trust.

I see you love me wholeheartedly,

But love is not all I need, never would it be enough for me.

I have these uncertainties eating me up,

Where I doubt everything and anything.

I am sorry for I have these issues,

That I can’t start to explain.

For my mind is like this maze,

Where I can’t keep moving on one single trail.